- Name: the tormented pleaser
- Location: metro manila, Philippines
im the tormented pleaser, born under the star of Taurus, year of the dog, eldest in the family, currently working my ass off for no reason, i am my own comforter, afraid of confrontations and leeches, loves to eat donuts(classic), and loves to drink flavored water. I am an optimistic person. i love my friends, i am thoughtful, i strongly believe, i dont fall in love easily...for now.
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likes: doughnuts and coffee |
guy and gay friends |
optimism |sensible talkers|music|
hates: prententions |
lame-stupid people|rejections| rants|leeches|
Friday, January 07, 2005
if my memory serves me right (nakkss)... it happened when i was 17 0r 18 (i have to check my diary), my first boyfriend did it to me, an di remembered my feelings toward the incident. I felt shocked, and i even didnt respond during my first kiss... hahahah.... lame but yes... i just stood there, trying to process into my brains what's happening and what should i do.
Well, at least my boyfriend was really nice to me, he is patient actually. I have this attitude of being maarte and stubborn. He always do what i say.
Back to my first kiss, i remember his tounge inside my mouth and he obviously is trying to make me respond but sad to say, i didnt. My brain was working too much that i was preoccupied with the thinking and not with the feeling.
The first kiss, i felt icky about it. Ewww... why does the kiss always have to be that way... so gross.. oh well.. that was when i had my first kiss.. now i'm totally different with regards to kissing, i can respond well!
the tormented pleaser at Friday, January 07, 2005
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