- Name: the tormented pleaser
- Location: metro manila, Philippines
im the tormented pleaser, born under the star of Taurus, year of the dog, eldest in the family, currently working my ass off for no reason, i am my own comforter, afraid of confrontations and leeches, loves to eat donuts(classic), and loves to drink flavored water. I am an optimistic person. i love my friends, i am thoughtful, i strongly believe, i dont fall in love easily...for now.
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likes: doughnuts and coffee |
guy and gay friends |
optimism |sensible talkers|music|
hates: prententions |
assholes |
lame-stupid people|rejections| rants|leeches|
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
bakit ang dali kong magsawa sa isang bagay? bakit parang gusto ko lahat first time, gusto ko lahat ng bagay may excitement while doing it? Bat parang lahat na lang kailangan kong mag-ingat?? Whya am being so defensive about my feelings? Am i selfish? Minsan naiisip ko siguro nga selfish ako, i always want to experience it first bago ko gawin sa iba. I mean dapat ako muna!!! I have that attitude. SAbi nga ni nikoi..." jun, bakit tayo ganun? feel ko di tayo liligaya kasi takot tayong magsugal ng nararamdaman natin, yaw nating masaktan ,kaya tayo ang umiiwas agad sa posibleng pain, kahit di pa tayo siguradong pain nga ang results nun!!" Tinamaaan yata ako dun, i admit i fear rejections, kaya mahilig akong mag-assume ng possible loss, possible pain, possible hurt, kaya ambilis kong bumitaw, kaya di rin siguro ako lumiligaya. I have observed, im already 23, but i never went into a serious relationship, kahit once, never talaga!!! Ayokong magseryoso, dahil takot akong ibigay ang lahat ng care, love, for a person, tapos failure din naman. Never gambled with the game called love!!
the tormented pleaser at Sunday, May 01, 2005
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