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- Name: the tormented pleaser
- Location: metro manila, Philippines
im the tormented pleaser, born under the star of Taurus, year of the dog, eldest in the family, currently working my ass off for no reason, i am my own comforter, afraid of confrontations and leeches, loves to eat donuts(classic), and loves to drink flavored water. I am an optimistic person. i love my friends, i am thoughtful, i strongly believe, i dont fall in love easily...for now.
likes: doughnuts and coffee | guy and gay friends | optimism |sensible talkers|music|
hates: prententions | assholes | lame-stupid people|rejections| rants|leeches|
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- October 09, 2008
- what do i want?
- a suitor that brings you to a CHURCH MASS?
- the art of choosing, ndi naman!
- PRobable karir or what???
- when you are torn between two lovers
- birthday niya!
- my own views about casual sex
- cynic on love
- recuperating
- January 2005
- February 2005
- March 2005
- April 2005
- May 2005
- June 2005
- July 2005
- August 2005
- September 2005
- October 2005
- November 2005
- December 2005
- February 2006
- October 2008
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>>>ME LLUUUVV AVENUE<<<
my 2nd boyfriend is a guy whom, i don't want to name, since he has a wife. Oh di ba, 2nd boyfriend ko, a married guy. Anyways, super hate ko tong guy na to before kasi, sobrang maniac kung makatingin. First encounter ko sa kanya, kung makatingin eh sobrang lagkit, at yung mga tingin nya, yung mga tipong kaw lang talag yung tinititigan. Nakakairita. Tapos panay pa ngiti. parang perverted slash devilish smile. Then mga 1 or 2 months ang lumipas, nanligaw, sinagot ko. Then, i remeber we would always make out in my room, or sa kotse. Yung sa kotse, sobrang funny kasi everytime na magkasama kami, he would always ask me to come closer to him, which is of course mahirap dahil nga sa cambio na nasa pagitan niyo. Kapag nasa room ko naman, minsan dumating yan mga bandang afternoon, while im having my afternoon nap, nagising na lang akong bigla, nasa harap ko na siya, nakatitig ng sobrang lapit sa akin. Ang sweet!!! Tapos he would kiss me. Haay...ang sarap ng feeling. Tapos, tuloy na yun sa make out. Naalala ko minsan, Summer, so madyo may kainitan, haha...di namin nabuksan yung electric fan, sobrang pawis na pawis na kami, lalo na siya!! Minsan naman, isang beses, once lang naman talaga, mga around 4:30 am, nagising na lang ako dahil nakaupo na siya sa gilid ng kama ko, t5apos he started kissing me, hanggang umaga kasi lumiliwanag na, at may mga tao sa bahay, baka makita siyang lumabas ng room ko, patay ako! Pumunta kasi kaming CCP theater nun kaya andun siya, dahil umaga na kami nakauwi. Then one time, sa bathroom din kami nag-make out. Puro make-out lang kami nun kasi nga naive pa ako. We parted ways din naman, kasi nga may pamilya siya, and mukhang di gumanda ang takbo ng approval rating nya sa mga taong naka paligid sa akin. the tormented pleaser at Sunday, August 14, 2005
mahirap ba talagang intindihin na hindi ako ganun? Why do you always believe, or worse, you have made yourself believe na ganun ako? i know if you'll read this post, magre-react ka na naman. And i hate that. You seem to be so knowledgeable about other people, but wait for a second, are you? Im trying to build an image that is far different from what you believed. Why am i doing this? Nothing. I just want to clear things, especially my personality. I dont like casual sex, i have never liked to see other guys masturbating in front of the webcam, dude it sucks to see those damn people doing that stuff in front of a stranger. Those are hopeless people, maxadong mababaw ang tinatawag na contentment. Try explaining these things to me. I'll try my best to listen. Upon refusal of such invitation to view you, i dont know what to say, wil it make you feel better if i would say to you, "thanks but no"? Will that change something? Here's my point, i hate seeing guys doing perverted things in front of a computer webcam, it makes me sick. Never in my life had i tried to stand those lame acts. I just hate it after you say, " its just an offer, kung ayaw mo eh di huwag!", parang have i offended you? Did you ever think that its me whom you have offended? And prior to that you also said that "para sumaya ka kaya ko in-offer kung gusto mo manood sa kin magmasturbate." Parang yung dating sa akin eh, makakapagpasaya sa akin yung mga ganung bagay, i really felt bad, ganyan ba talaga kababa tingin mo sa akin?? I've been so stupid enough na hindi ko na kayang maging ganun pa. the tormented pleaser at Saturday, August 13, 2005
another confession to make... another trial to break... another sigh had broke out... another hope... that this post will be able to make a point. ______________________________________ It's sad to know that you, a person who had made a vow to remain a virgin up until marriage has occured, is being bothered of not being one after an activity, you've willingly done. After a few contemplations, opinions, and more deliberations, you have started to accept the possibility(since it isnt that affirmative, well, thats what i wanted to believe..) and you're mind had been calm for awhile. And then again, after a short tranquility, you are being bombarded with a statement from your "activity" partner of jokingly stating that maybe he wasnt the first. How is that for a shocker? Badtrip!! ____________________________________________ thank you for reading, the end of confessions part2. the tormented pleaser at Saturday, August 13, 2005 |