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- Name: the tormented pleaser
- Location: metro manila, Philippines
im the tormented pleaser, born under the star of Taurus, year of the dog, eldest in the family, currently working my ass off for no reason, i am my own comforter, afraid of confrontations and leeches, loves to eat donuts(classic), and loves to drink flavored water. I am an optimistic person. i love my friends, i am thoughtful, i strongly believe, i dont fall in love easily...for now.
likes: doughnuts and coffee | guy and gay friends | optimism |sensible talkers|music|
hates: prententions | assholes | lame-stupid people|rejections| rants|leeches|
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- October 09, 2008
- what do i want?
- a suitor that brings you to a CHURCH MASS?
- the art of choosing, ndi naman!
- PRobable karir or what???
- when you are torn between two lovers
- birthday niya!
- my own views about casual sex
- cynic on love
- recuperating
- January 2005
- February 2005
- March 2005
- April 2005
- May 2005
- June 2005
- July 2005
- August 2005
- September 2005
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- October 2008
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>>>ME LLUUUVV AVENUE<<<
Yesterday we were talking about settling in life, getting married, having boyfriends, casual sex, children... etc. It came to a point where me and my friend had to some choices, which is better for us, the sex with a boyfriend, or a casual sex with a fling? I had an experience with flings, and i had one with a boyfrien,a lthough i won't consider it as an all the way sex. More of a heavy-heavy make out. Going back to what im saying, i had chose the casual sex. Why? I want a sex without the responsibility. CAsual sex is more of a choice for me because you can do it without the thought of what ifs and what have. After a casual sex, you move on with your life. I dont have this feeling of shame since after the deed, you proceed with your life. Its more like the feeling when you ahve sex with a stranger. You have this thought that everything is okey since you won't see each other again. SAbi ko nga, kapag boyfriend, mas mahihiya ka pa since you have to act like a girlfriend to him, more of emotional connections, there's love, and therefore, you ahve to be very careful not to hurt each others' feelings. Be very cautious with what you do, what you say, and everything. Unlike in casual sex, nothin. After it, you get the satisfaction you want and no qualms whatsoever! I am not the type who looks for emotional connections, as long as we understand each ohter, physically, and you do not bore me with your nonsense talks, im fine with it. If youre the type who values emotions, who values the "love connection", then casual sex is definitely not for you! the tormented pleaser at Tuesday, September 27, 2005
What else do you expect? Ano ba ang OA na topic? Hell, you should know by now. Okey, im being cynical, im in the stage of recuperating i should say. Wow, i really do fell in love for the second time!! Woohoo...there should be lots of balloons and confetti falling above my head right now... that's a weird thing for me. Falling in love is i think the worst thing that could happen to me. Maybe i was feeling a bit nostalgic about the feeling, yuck...the butterflies on my stomach, and the rock i want to hit directly to my skull..what an irony!! Im sick so sick about it that i would want to not marry someone, yes, i have reached that point, i told myself i'll grow old alone, and in the company of my, who else, family. But now, im back again in the field of the game. Although not a major player of the game for now, im just there, at the bench, waiting for my turn. Wow...what story i have on my mind. So sick!! the tormented pleaser at Thursday, September 15, 2005
i love the term...last night i was having some sketches, since i wasnt that antok yet, i decided to doodle on some stuff, i went to take my pencil, a paper, and there... went to sketch a girl, i would scan it if i have time. Its a silly sketch, a girl and a guy in front of her. The girl is naked, and the boy, half-naked, i don't know why i did that. Plus, my Love-blog is quite not developing huh. The last post before this was a week ago. Hell... ganyan nga siguro kapag loveless... and aside from being loveless, trying to stay away pa from loving someone. Im making my self miserable kasi. Sana nga lang. Hahaha!! the tormented pleaser at Tuesday, September 13, 2005
 the tormented pleaser at Tuesday, September 06, 2005
 the tormented pleaser at Tuesday, September 06, 2005
LAst Friday, i have no classes kasi nga Election ng SC sa school, so i decided to go out with a long time friend. We've been classmates and friends since Grade four, until fourth year HS, we only parted ways nung college days na because we enrolled at different university. We had resumed communication only this year, since he's in QC we have decided to meet for lunch. So we did, and we have decided to go to movies na rin, sobrang daldal to the max ako because andami kong na-miss na mga memories during our younger years. He have decided to pay for my movie ticket, and nung nasa loob na super daldal pa rin ako. Up until dumating sa point na medyo may pa-touch na siya sa arms ko, meron pang time na inakbayan niya ako and he had tried to rest his head on my shoulder which he failed since naka-slouch ako paupo. i dont want to put malice on things that he's been doing kasi parang ang awkward, so deadma ako. Tapos he would continously do this, na-stop lang because i need to go to banyo kasi sobrang kelangan ko nang umihi...hehe!! Pagbalik, ganun na naman, then he would say na nanggigigil daw siya s akin and that pumayat daw ako. Haay.. im really sorry kung mali ang hinagap ko sa mga actions mo... but i just can't help it. Pero kung magkagayon man, sna wag na lang kasi ayokong ipagpalit ang pagkakaibigan natin sa isang unstable relationship ng isang mag-syota. I would rather keep you as a friend. That would be nice. the tormented pleaser at Tuesday, September 06, 2005
 the tormented pleaser at Tuesday, September 06, 2005
 the tormented pleaser at Tuesday, September 06, 2005 |