- Name: the tormented pleaser
- Location: metro manila, Philippines
im the tormented pleaser, born under the star of Taurus, year of the dog, eldest in the family, currently working my ass off for no reason, i am my own comforter, afraid of confrontations and leeches, loves to eat donuts(classic), and loves to drink flavored water. I am an optimistic person. i love my friends, i am thoughtful, i strongly believe, i dont fall in love easily...for now.
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likes: doughnuts and coffee |
guy and gay friends |
optimism |sensible talkers|music|
hates: prententions |
lame-stupid people|rejections| rants|leeches|
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Nov. 9th, 2004
11:39 am - when i feel like being in love and jealous as well
today is a very okay day, or so i thought!!!! Last two days, my friend ai, and my boylet (ex-boylet) Jojo, were calling, texting each other an dof course i was upddated by Ai since we are close friends and i happen to introduce her to that Jojo guy. Just a bit of confession, i really, really hate this guy jojo because he isnt my type at all. We only have 2 meetings which isnt just meetings at all. We went to his house, his room and we do the "make out" thing. I was plain stupid at that time, that's all. He was harassing me that i never bothered to answer his text messages, phone calls at all. in short, i only wanted to disappear... "sha-zoom"... to his life. No talks about parting or whatever. i was successful i think for almost a year, then one time a number called me at around 2 am and of course still drowsy from the deep sleep i had, i read the number as 0916, instead of 0919, hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shouldnt have answered it, or atleast verified the number first before answering. It turned out to be him on the other line. I was hysterical at first, i lost for words actually. then, it all came down, him saying all these shortcomings of mine, that i never remember him, that i dont care about him...( well, ano pa nga ba?). And i told him, " can't you guess it? i never talked to you or even dared at all to try. that means, i'm kicking you out of my life...deerrr??~!!!!!" Bad news is that, it WAS his birhtday from the time he called. my conscience was biting me, and its lame. I feel like im so masama!!!! so there, it all happened as fast as i want it to be. but after that incident, he kept on miscalling my phone and it was really irritating. then, my phone got stolen, and thank God that's when he stopped.
Now, he and my friend is in a relationship. she answered him through phone, without seeing him or knowing him. then my friend kept on asking me about him and its pissing me off. The guy's a jerk an he even pointed out to my friend that i liked him and i was the one who kept asking him to go out on a date!!!! hellooo..... that's awful!!!! Now, he keeps on texting my friend and the cycle begans. it's him, i can tell.
the tormented pleaser at Wednesday, March 23, 2005
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