- Name: the tormented pleaser
- Location: metro manila, Philippines
im the tormented pleaser, born under the star of Taurus, year of the dog, eldest in the family, currently working my ass off for no reason, i am my own comforter, afraid of confrontations and leeches, loves to eat donuts(classic), and loves to drink flavored water. I am an optimistic person. i love my friends, i am thoughtful, i strongly believe, i dont fall in love easily...for now.
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likes: doughnuts and coffee |
guy and gay friends |
optimism |sensible talkers|music|
hates: prententions |
assholes |
lame-stupid people|rejections| rants|leeches|
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Friday, April 08, 2005
totoo!!!! Masama loob ko ngayon, i have my reasons, i may not tell the whole truth but i will try to tell you part of it. Last night, umiyak ako sa sobrang galit. Ganuun kasi ako pag nagagalit, umiiyak ako, kapag feel kong sobrang galit na ako.
Pinagalitan ako kagabi ni Gebe (papa ko), malilintikan daw ako... hindi ko alam kung bakit niya sinabi yun, he told me to reply to his text, eh kaso nung mga time na yun, tinatamad akong mag-text. Tapos tinawagan ako, yun na, malilintikan daw ako. Sobrang sama ng loob ko, kahit nag-sorry na siya ng ilang beses, hanggang ngayon, nagso-sorry siya.
I mean, ba't naman niya sasabihin sa akin yun?? Di pa nga kami ganun katagal pinapagalitan na ko eh pano pa kaya kung tumagal kami?? Minsan daw, isu-surprise ako luluwas daw siyang manila. Pano to?? Wala na akong freedom?????
Isang reason pa bakit masama loob ko, i think i'm jealous, i dunno why, but i shouldnt be dahil wala akong karapatan. I cant mention the name, because he sometimes drop by at my blog and reads my entry. But heck, i'm falling for him!!! Which is not right!!!
i am losing the real me...the strong me. This is not me. Why am i acting like this???
Di ba hate ko ang mga hopeless?? Ang mga corny lovers??? ang mga inlove????? whaaahh!!! I'm acting like that. Ito pa, kinikimkim ko ang hate, jealousy on my own dahil ayokong malaman ng ibang tao na nagkakaganito ako!!!!!
HAve to fight this feeling!!!!! WHHAAAAHHHHH!!!!
the tormented pleaser at Friday, April 08, 2005
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