- Name: the tormented pleaser
- Location: metro manila, Philippines
im the tormented pleaser, born under the star of Taurus, year of the dog, eldest in the family, currently working my ass off for no reason, i am my own comforter, afraid of confrontations and leeches, loves to eat donuts(classic), and loves to drink flavored water. I am an optimistic person. i love my friends, i am thoughtful, i strongly believe, i dont fall in love easily...for now.
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likes: doughnuts and coffee |
guy and gay friends |
optimism |sensible talkers|music|
hates: prententions |
lame-stupid people|rejections| rants|leeches|
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Am I ready for making out again? Ilang buwan na rin ba ang lumipas nang huli akong nag make-out? Yung heavy petting talaga ha!! Di ko maalala. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, I’m scared to do it again. After a number of months of trying to be frigid, parang naging successful ako. I got scared. I was supposed to do it today, but I backed off. I wasn’t able to sleep, dahil iniisip ko yun. Sheehhng nga eh kasi para akong baguhan sa ganitong bagay, which of course is not naman. Maybe I’m having second thoughts and feeling a bit anxious because of my partner. Dati, nakikipag- heavy petting ako pero sa boyfriend ko. This is my first time to have a heavy petting with someone whom I have no attachments to. Fling lang. Maybe that’s the reason. I feel like I’m being flirtatious and all. I’m new to this game. Puro friends with benefits lang. Dati anlakas ng loob ko kasi alam kong boyfriend ko yun, may habol ako kung ano man ang mangyari, dito sa larong ‘to, wala. Sumali ako ng kusa, I have to play by the rules…no emotions involved!!! It’s not me, that’s I wanted to think. Even my friends can’t believe im doing such thing.
Ano lang ba naman ako ng high school? Sabi daw ni Tivo, friend kong guy, im a bit mahinhin daw. Pinong mga tawa lang ang maririnig mula sa akin. Ni hindi nga ako nago-open topic about boys. It’s just not me daw. Mariejun back then was the demure, naïve, innocent girl!! Yung tipong sensitive sa harm na pwedeng i-offer ng mundo!!
the tormented pleaser at Tuesday, March 29, 2005
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