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- Name: the tormented pleaser
- Location: metro manila, Philippines
im the tormented pleaser, born under the star of Taurus, year of the dog, eldest in the family, currently working my ass off for no reason, i am my own comforter, afraid of confrontations and leeches, loves to eat donuts(classic), and loves to drink flavored water. I am an optimistic person. i love my friends, i am thoughtful, i strongly believe, i dont fall in love easily...for now.
likes: doughnuts and coffee | guy and gay friends | optimism |sensible talkers|music|
hates: prententions | assholes | lame-stupid people|rejections| rants|leeches|
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- October 09, 2008
- what do i want?
- a suitor that brings you to a CHURCH MASS?
- the art of choosing, ndi naman!
- PRobable karir or what???
- when you are torn between two lovers
- birthday niya!
- my own views about casual sex
- cynic on love
- recuperating
- January 2005
- February 2005
- March 2005
- April 2005
- May 2005
- June 2005
- July 2005
- August 2005
- September 2005
- October 2005
- November 2005
- December 2005
- February 2006
- October 2008
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>>>ME LLUUUVV AVENUE<<<
Tama...nabasa mo ng tama...nagaway kami ng papa ko. Palagi ko siyang kinukulit...tawag ko sa kanya Papa Dudoy...(name niya kasi Doodz), haha!! pang-asar!!! We fought for a petty reason...kulitan lang at istorbo. Dun sa statement na yun nagsimula!!! We tried to fix things last night, nothin happened. As usual, i'm still the same me, always acting bitchy, and shouting at him, actually ginagawa ko binabara ko siya, mas malala di ba? Then yun, nairita na naman ako. I didnt bother to call him again. Hanggang ngayon. Tinanong niya sa kin, "ganyan ka ba talaga? Ba't ba palagi tayong nag-aaway? " Aba, malay ko ano!!!! Ewan ko kung bakit tayo laging nag-aaway. Maybe makitid utak mo, utak natin? EWan ko!!!! Basta, masyado kang immature, masyado kang mama's boy, para kang barumbado!!!! the tormented pleaser at Thursday, March 31, 2005
Am I ready for making out again? Ilang buwan na rin ba ang lumipas nang huli akong nag make-out? Yung heavy petting talaga ha!! Di ko maalala. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, I’m scared to do it again. After a number of months of trying to be frigid, parang naging successful ako. I got scared. I was supposed to do it today, but I backed off. I wasn’t able to sleep, dahil iniisip ko yun. Sheehhng nga eh kasi para akong baguhan sa ganitong bagay, which of course is not naman. Maybe I’m having second thoughts and feeling a bit anxious because of my partner. Dati, nakikipag- heavy petting ako pero sa boyfriend ko. This is my first time to have a heavy petting with someone whom I have no attachments to. Fling lang. Maybe that’s the reason. I feel like I’m being flirtatious and all. I’m new to this game. Puro friends with benefits lang. Dati anlakas ng loob ko kasi alam kong boyfriend ko yun, may habol ako kung ano man ang mangyari, dito sa larong ‘to, wala. Sumali ako ng kusa, I have to play by the rules…no emotions involved!!! It’s not me, that’s I wanted to think. Even my friends can’t believe im doing such thing. Ano lang ba naman ako ng high school? Sabi daw ni Tivo, friend kong guy, im a bit mahinhin daw. Pinong mga tawa lang ang maririnig mula sa akin. Ni hindi nga ako nago-open topic about boys. It’s just not me daw. Mariejun back then was the demure, naïve, innocent girl!! Yung tipong sensitive sa harm na pwedeng i-offer ng mundo!! the tormented pleaser at Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Having an affair with a married man is the worse thign i have done so far. I dont know if that's an affair, its basically short, and i dont think it's an affair. Thats lame! i don't wanna think that it's karma because i dont think what have i done can sum up to a karma. All i know is that i have done my best to not hurt the family, to keep his family intact!!! Kahit nga kinukulit na ako ng gagong yun na maging kami na, i never said yes!! He told me he would leave his wife for me, what did i do? I refused his offer, i told her to make ammends with his wife, and consider their children. And what would i get, karma? i dont think so. Nothin happened between us aside from makeouts(heavy petting), and nothin more! Ngayon, ginugulo pa ko ng asawa at family niya!!! i hate that!! I-accuse pa akong malandi!!! Damn them all!!! One time, the couple would trick me, by making her husband call me and she beside him. Buti na lang, di ako bumigay, dahil; wala naman talaga ibibigay!!! Wala na akong feelings para sa husband niya ano... naiisip ko nga eh, bat naman ako pumatol dun!!!! that's the worst, yuckiest part of my lovelife history so far!!!! Minsan nagtext yung girl, nagpakilala bilang husband, buti na lang matino yung answers ko sa kanya, saying na what is past is past... ad it should remain as past!!!1 di na binabalikan!! And all i can offer is friendship. Hindi pa ba sobra-sobrang evidence yun na ayoko sa asawa niya!!!! She's so stupid, gusto talaga niyang saktan sarili niya!!!!! the tormented pleaser at Monday, March 28, 2005
My text fights with Kupal ka Dudoy Has anybody tried to commensurate the level of your practical judgment? or has someone forcefully tried to steal your clandestine thoughts and found that nothing actually was in there but pure compensation of your own stupidity? Back off stupidass!!You dont know who you're dealing with. SEE? you're as dumb as i thought you are!! you have proved to me that you really are a gibberish, an unintillegible chatter!!! You make me laugh my dear!! I wanted to think that you are only misconstruing my notions but your actions says it loud and clear!! You are a stupendous imbecile of your kind!!!! the tormented pleaser at Saturday, March 26, 2005
belgian chocolate... who can resist them? Some even craved for them. but in my case, i never had seen of showed interest in a belgian chocolates, not until now. I lve Belgian chocolate! I wanna have my own share of Belgian chocolate. Just notice how many times have i mentioned the term, Belgian chocolate (another one pleeaassee!)... i obviously am crazy for one. I present to you my Belgian chocolate... MY VERY OWN BELCHOC!!!!!!!!  the tormented pleaser at Friday, March 25, 2005
I dunno know why...but i got this gif from the vampire chronicles discussion group. You decide whether love is really a suicide! the tormented pleaser at Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Nov. 9th, 2004 11:39 am - when i feel like being in love and jealous as well today is a very okay day, or so i thought!!!! Last two days, my friend ai, and my boylet (ex-boylet) Jojo, were calling, texting each other an dof course i was upddated by Ai since we are close friends and i happen to introduce her to that Jojo guy. Just a bit of confession, i really, really hate this guy jojo because he isnt my type at all. We only have 2 meetings which isnt just meetings at all. We went to his house, his room and we do the "make out" thing. I was plain stupid at that time, that's all. He was harassing me that i never bothered to answer his text messages, phone calls at all. in short, i only wanted to disappear... "sha-zoom"... to his life. No talks about parting or whatever. i was successful i think for almost a year, then one time a number called me at around 2 am and of course still drowsy from the deep sleep i had, i read the number as 0916, instead of 0919, hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shouldnt have answered it, or atleast verified the number first before answering. It turned out to be him on the other line. I was hysterical at first, i lost for words actually. then, it all came down, him saying all these shortcomings of mine, that i never remember him, that i dont care about him...( well, ano pa nga ba?). And i told him, " can't you guess it? i never talked to you or even dared at all to try. that means, i'm kicking you out of my life...deerrr??~!!!!!" Bad news is that, it WAS his birhtday from the time he called. my conscience was biting me, and its lame. I feel like im so masama!!!! so there, it all happened as fast as i want it to be. but after that incident, he kept on miscalling my phone and it was really irritating. then, my phone got stolen, and thank God that's when he stopped. Now, he and my friend is in a relationship. she answered him through phone, without seeing him or knowing him. then my friend kept on asking me about him and its pissing me off. The guy's a jerk an he even pointed out to my friend that i liked him and i was the one who kept asking him to go out on a date!!!! hellooo..... that's awful!!!! Now, he keeps on texting my friend and the cycle begans. it's him, i can tell. the tormented pleaser at Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Soo funny!!! joanne claire, my makulit na friend, can't beleive that i have no boylet since the last time we talked. Hahahaha..i guess i made a bad image, well not actually bad but more of the "open-free port" side of life(whatever that means). I just got tired of having a guy to think about, i don't wanna mess up my life, so far it's a bit messy so, no need for an add-up!!! i've had enough of life's miseries!!! Maybe next semester, or maybe tomorrow, maybe next month, we really can't tell. It comes, just when you thought you have been left behind by your ka-age bracket!!!! Hahahaha...funny talaga!!!! the tormented pleaser at Saturday, March 19, 2005
Kate actually asked me last night about ym current status with regards to boys, meron daw bang boylet ngayon?? Funny nga eh because she delivered her lines in this manner: "oh, ate.. kamusta mga boylet natin?" out of the blue she just asked that question. hahahahaha..funny because no matter how i wanted to share something, i can't. I recent boys this semester. i don't know. I ffelt more afraid of going out with guys in this semester. I always have excuses when it comes to that part of socializing!!! also, bong texted me if we could go out on a date the week after the holy week. i don't know. i just don't seem to like going out nowadays. Maybe my lines got true, that i would refrain from entertaining my "lovelife(?)" just for this semester. But i think it got worse, i seem to become afraid of trusting them. the tormented pleaser at Friday, March 18, 2005
take a break im having my one day break this friday. I'll be flirting with someone if given the chance. I havent done that for awhile..hahaahhaa... Time to refresh..time to have a break. I've been a good girl for how many months now, i have to check with my "malandi" side once in a while!!! Oh di ba, pati kalandian binibigyan ng time sa schedule. Dont worry my goody friends, it's just fro one day. And hope it would end on that day also ..hahaha...++evil grin++!!!!! the tormented pleaser at Monday, March 07, 2005
 Marie, you're a Playful Kisser Talk about freestyle! You've got originality points when it comes to kissing. You are probably the type of person who goes with the flow and plants your pecks accordingly as each situation dictates. And why shouldn't you? The only real important rule is for you to be yourself — and to keep experimenting. If something feels good, you should keep doing it. And especially in lessons of l'amour, there's no reason to conform. So pucker up and keep seizing your moments! But before you get all crazy experimenting, sticking your tongue in your partner's ear, or getting carried away with your little love bites, remember that a kiss is between two people. You don't want to turn them off while you're getting turned on. So if that happens, take a deep breath, slow down, and try a little tenderness. the tormented pleaser at Tuesday, March 01, 2005 |