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ThiS is mY passionate life.
At least that's what i think and this is the most.

to all the guys who had been a part of my life ,
thank you for teaching me how to love, how to live...

you made me...
who i am now.
i'm doing great
because of you guys


ulol...naniwala ka naman...
tungaks ka talaga kahit kelan
puro perwisyo at pasakit and dulot niyo sa kin

putangina nyo lahat!!!
hindi naman sa nilalahat, asar lang ako...
sa mga lalaking ang kakapal ng mukha... mamatay na kayo!!

ulol!!!!
tanga!!!
sirA ka Ba??
pahinga ka na lang

haay naku... sama ng timpla ko
pero hindi pa naman sarado ang pinto ko
pati bintana ng buhay ko, pilit kong binubuksan

Na sana ako'y...
magtiwalang muli
sana lang.
yuck...corny... banas yun ah!!

utot mo... ika nga ni Sandara
ika naman ni Aldo'y pasaway ka!

bakit...bakit...bakit??
magtigil ka!!

let's be friends na lang
mas mabuti pa
ano, payag ka ba?
ayoko ng fucking friends...
no puwede
intiende?!
putik!!!!

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im the tormented pleaser, born under the star of Taurus, year of the dog, eldest in the family, currently working my ass off for no reason, i am my own comforter, afraid of confrontations and leeches, loves to eat donuts(classic), and loves to drink flavored water. I am an optimistic person. i love my friends, i am thoughtful, i strongly believe, i dont fall in love easily...for now.



likes: doughnuts and coffee | guy and gay friends | optimism |sensible talkers|music|
hates: prententions | assholes | lame-stupid people|rejections| rants|leeches|

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Image hosted by Photobucket.com Saturday, May 21, 2005

i might sound OA but i really cried. Anong araw ba yun? That was i think May 15... nang mag-away kami ni papa Roy...kasi ba naman kung anu-ano iniisip!! I was calling his barkada... Borge...ito yung sobrang funny niyang barkada... as in laugh trip yung byahe namin pag nag-uusap kami...puro kalokohan..lam mo naman ako...may pagka-one of the boys din kaya yun...sobrang gulo ng pinag-uusapan namin, tapos me conflict pa between him and his girlfriend. Ito namang Si Roy, naririnig yata na kausap ko barkada niya, medyo nagselos. Magkapitbahay din kasi sila! Kanina pa daw kami tawa ng tawa di pa rin daw natatapos. Then, he would get the phone from Borge, siya sasagot...tapos magpe-pretend na siya si Borge, obvious namang hindi. Mag-aaway kami..tapos gagalitin ako ng gagalitin, hanggang sa umiyak na ako!! KAsi pag sobrang galit ako, umiiyak ako. Ganun ako pagka sobrang galit na!! Extremities na pinaguusapan natin nun!!! TApos yun, inasar pa ako na iiyak din lang pala ak...mas lalong lumala!!

But were okey now. He asked for a second chance... which i willingly gave naman. Bahala na. Kaya clue...wag akong gagalitin ng sobra kasi iiyak ako....

the tormented pleaser at Saturday, May 21, 2005

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Friday, May 13, 2005

no i wont go swimming with you...kasi po mao-op lang ako dun...sino ba naamn kasi kasama mo? Sama mo na lang gf mo, atleast you'll be treating her well...hehe..social gathering yun...dapat kasama gf mo!!

the tormented pleaser at Friday, May 13, 2005

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Bakit nga ba? Why do we love the idea of being in love when we know from the very start that what we are doing is a gamble, a game of trial and error, that we wont be having an assurance of what's gonna happen? That we might end up losing the game...pilit tumataya sa isang pangyayaring maaring magdulot sa atin ng isang hindi malilimutang karanasan? Maaring dahil sa sobrang tuwa, at nakilala natin ang taong magbabago ng buhay natin, o maghihinagpis dahil winasak ng taong pinaniwalaan nating magiging katuwang natin sa pag-unlad bilang isang tao. Isang malaking palaisipan pa rin sa akin hanggang ngayon kung bakit gusto natin ang feeling na nai-in love. Nagiging tanga minsan para lang sa ganung bagay, pero pilit pa rin nating binabalikan ang ganoong pakiramdam! KAw, alam mo ba? bakit ka nagpapakatanga minsan? bakit minsan sa buhay mo sumubok ka ring sumali sa larong ito?

the tormented pleaser at Saturday, May 07, 2005

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i love the feeling of being in love but im not ctually in love... hehehehe!!!

the tormented pleaser at Thursday, May 05, 2005

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mom's plea

i recently received a good letter from my mom, i enjoyed it a lot... lots of stuff was included, was mentioned. But what bothered me most is the favor my mom asked from me. She wanted me to go home thsi december, seemed far enough to make a decision, but my mom is hoping that i would have an affirmative answer. Its' their 25th year anniversary, imagine, my mama and papa are together for almost 25 years now?? She told me that i should be there, and she would really be happy, because im her eldest child, the first gift to them as a couple according to her, so, parang kelangan ko nga talaga umuwi. The prolem is that December is a peak season of uwian, so malamang, siksikan ang tao pauwi. Haay...ito ang mahirap talaga!!!!

the tormented pleaser at Sunday, May 01, 2005

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bakit ang dali kong magsawa sa isang bagay? bakit parang gusto ko lahat first time, gusto ko lahat ng bagay may excitement while doing it? Bat parang lahat na lang kailangan kong mag-ingat?? Whya am being so defensive about my feelings? Am i selfish? Minsan naiisip ko siguro nga selfish ako, i always want to experience it first bago ko gawin sa iba. I mean dapat ako muna!!! I have that attitude. SAbi nga ni nikoi..." jun, bakit tayo ganun? feel ko di tayo liligaya kasi takot tayong magsugal ng nararamdaman natin, yaw nating masaktan ,kaya tayo ang umiiwas agad sa posibleng pain, kahit di pa tayo siguradong pain nga ang results nun!!"

Tinamaaan yata ako dun, i admit i fear rejections, kaya mahilig akong mag-assume ng possible loss, possible pain, possible hurt, kaya ambilis kong bumitaw, kaya di rin siguro ako lumiligaya.

I have observed, im already 23, but i never went into a serious relationship, kahit once, never talaga!!! Ayokong magseryoso, dahil takot akong ibigay ang lahat ng care, love, for a person, tapos failure din naman. Never gambled with the game called love!!

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