- Name: the tormented pleaser
- Location: metro manila, Philippines
im the tormented pleaser, born under the star of Taurus, year of the dog, eldest in the family, currently working my ass off for no reason, i am my own comforter, afraid of confrontations and leeches, loves to eat donuts(classic), and loves to drink flavored water. I am an optimistic person. i love my friends, i am thoughtful, i strongly believe, i dont fall in love easily...for now.
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likes: doughnuts and coffee |
guy and gay friends |
optimism |sensible talkers|music|
hates: prententions |
assholes |
lame-stupid people|rejections| rants|leeches|
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
We are currently texting. At this very moment. He asked me if i have someone else, someone new since he feels that that everything is different now. I sent him his text to me last week, and he said maybe he was drunk during that time, marami raw kasi siya problema, and isa pa, nilalait ko daw siya, na kesyo wala daw siya trabaho, eh talaga namang wala siyang trabaho ah. At sino ba ang sumagot sa akin ng pabalang? Di ba siya rin?
Ewan ko ba, kung di niya ako maintindihan, mas lalo siya!!! Di ko siya maintindihan, ang gulo kausap!!!!!
He asked me kung wala na kami, and he added that even if that's my view egarding our relationship, sa kanya daw mahal pa rin niya ako.
haay lies...more lies....!!!!
the tormented pleaser at Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
As you may have seen in my other blog in friendster, www.mariejun704.blogs.friendster.com i have said that i am single again, i have recounted the events why. Than, Doodz has texted my sister, i knew about this just this morning and he asked my sister why am i not texting him. Huhh???? Am i in the right position to say this? Why would i text him when i was the one who said "Bye" to me? I can't believe this guy, he never actually said that he would want to end the relationship but the message was implied, actually near blast that he said to me, marami daw bagay sa akin dito sa Manila kesa sa kanya. Now this is another situation that proves my belief among guys, hindi lang tayong mga girls ang mahirap intindihin, Sila ring mga boys!!!!!
the tormented pleaser at Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Thursday, July 14, 2005
yes...yes... haaay...the statement you've just read is correct, he told me he has plans of coming here...and he'll be near me...and that would be a problem for me. I answered him, accepted his proposed relationship because he's far from me, i can\t really handle a relationship right now, the responsibilities of seeing him, the dates, the going outs, i dont want that for now!!
that is why it's trouble for me...really!!
the tormented pleaser at Thursday, July 14, 2005
i have decided...few weeks before.... i would stop my monthly routine of having "(three letter word, although not totally!)" because i am concerned of my own welfare, i know im not that safe from "again three letter word but more dreaded" although i dont totally go all the way, there is that chance still of having it. So i decided, plus my other " conservative-good-old-self" is making a scene. In fact i promised to myself, i would do it after a long time of waiting.
But what happened, not a month has passed and i did it...with same guy, although difefrent location.
My reason for doing so, My other " half-perverted self" has managed to be on top, to manipulate the whole me! Hahahaha...funny reason i have!!!
Daaanngg..... i look silly... stupid actually! Ass.... i am now contented with this, but i know time will again come, to make me think, to make me think about how stupid i was and where i am really heading?
the tormented pleaser at Thursday, July 14, 2005
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