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- Name: the tormented pleaser
- Location: metro manila, Philippines
im the tormented pleaser, born under the star of Taurus, year of the dog, eldest in the family, currently working my ass off for no reason, i am my own comforter, afraid of confrontations and leeches, loves to eat donuts(classic), and loves to drink flavored water. I am an optimistic person. i love my friends, i am thoughtful, i strongly believe, i dont fall in love easily...for now.
likes: doughnuts and coffee | guy and gay friends | optimism |sensible talkers|music|
hates: prententions | assholes | lame-stupid people|rejections| rants|leeches|
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- October 09, 2008
- what do i want?
- a suitor that brings you to a CHURCH MASS?
- the art of choosing, ndi naman!
- PRobable karir or what???
- when you are torn between two lovers
- birthday niya!
- my own views about casual sex
- cynic on love
- recuperating
- January 2005
- February 2005
- March 2005
- April 2005
- May 2005
- June 2005
- July 2005
- August 2005
- September 2005
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- February 2006
- October 2008
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>>>ME LLUUUVV AVENUE<<<
Oct 09,2008 Thurs, 9:13am Current mood: bad Current song: There's nothing to talk about with regards to passwords. I maintain a generic password. I am using it in my yahoo, friendster, blogger, flickr, photobucket, obviously in every account i have. Even in my phone. He now has access on it. At first i was hesitant, not because i am hiding something but because of the fact that my postings, my views,my updates we're a bit biased because i know that he's reading it. I only said yes when he reasoned out his password... Me knowing his password. Dapat daw alam nya din yung sa kin dahil alam ko yung password nya. But then, this morning, i saw him with his laptop, logged on, and sending email with his email account. I confronted him, asking why he's able to open his account now. FYI, his account was temporarily locked because someone had changed his password and we have difficulty opening it. Sagot nya sa akin, pina-ayos daw nya sa kaibigan nya. Pinaiba ang password. After he left,i went to check his account, tried logging in using the password i know, but failed. He now has a new password. So i've decided to change mine. His reasons why i should share my password with him are not applicable now. Kanya-kanyang password na ngayon. Kung gusto nyang ma-access account ko, i should be around while he's browsing on it. the tormented pleaser at Thursday, October 09, 2008
what do i want nga ba? Few minutes ago, i was having a conversation with Alrich, yeah, with him, for that usual phone conversations for his own benefit. He asked me if i was dating someone, i said no im not. He asked me if someone's making that move, i said none so far. Why? i hate to entertain this people. Im not naive with those stuff. Im getting older and i think i should make wise decisions. Why would i entertain suitors whom i know at the very start weren't that serious enough in what they're entering to? He asked me, so i wanted someone serious now? and if im now changing my decisions over relationships which aren't serious, i said i dont want serious stuffs, and i dont want a frivolous relationship either, so which is which? I myself dont know. All im saying is that if youre not serious with me, back off, if you are, well then, okay. But im not really forcing the idea, i just go with the flow. If im lucky enough to find a serious guy, someone whose willing to compliment me and do things to impress me, well most certainly i wil accept that guy, but if youre into playing things with me, dont even try, i wouldnt mind cutting you off. So basically, what im trying to say is that if youre serious with me, then go, and impress me, i would probably approve you. But if im unlucky to find a player, sorry, i dont have time for such things. im loveless right now, but im not clamoring, im patient so far with my fate. And i seem to be contented with people around me. the tormented pleaser at Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Remember Marvin Cortez? The guy whose very diligent and "pursigido" about his courtship with me? Well he went to school last Saturday after my classes, and i asked him where we'll be heading... and he asked me if there's a nearby church. I told him yes, theres the St. Joseph Church, he asked me to go there, so we went to the church, and there was a mass being held, he asked me to attend the mass. Haha! We went to church together, considering that i've been missing out on my Shurch obligations recently. After the mass, pinauwi na niya ako. He joined me until i found my ride home. He never dared doing stuff to me. And im happy for that. He never was "makulit", and the only thing he had done was holding my hand after singing the "Our Father" hymn.I find it cute. He kissed my hand, another "kilig" moment! Sometimes i feel guilty because i don't value his perseverance, and kindness and goodness to me. What i like about him is that he's willing to wait, and he's sweet! the tormented pleaser at Sunday, December 18, 2005
wag kang maniwala jan, hindi ka niya mahal talaga!!!! sayang lang ang buhay mo kung mapupunta ka lang sa kanyaiiwanan ka lang niya...d agdag ka lamang sa milyong-milyong babae niya...akin ka na lang... iingatan ko ang puso mo... THOSE WERE THE LINES FROM ITCHYWORMS' NEW SINGLE, AKIN KA NA LANG! ansaya sigurong may nagsasabi sa yo niyan ano?I m in the situation of my life where i would rather be living peacefully than to be confused! Remember the guy i fell in love with? Yung recent lang? Yung fling ko? Arrgghh... and he entered the scene just recently, just when someone's courting me and made me feel loved again. I love the guy, kahit minsan sobrang bitchass niya! But just when i am learning to like the new guy, bamm... dumating siya! Parang feel ko tuloy, nasa stage ako ng pagpipili, sino?? YUNG GUY NA MINAHAL KO AT MAHAL KO PA RIN HANGGANG NGAYON PERO HINDI NAMAN SIGURADO KUNG MAHAL AKO OR YUNG NEW GUY NA MAHAL AKO, AND PLANADO NA SIYA ABOUT OUR FUTURE KAPAG DUMATING YUNG TIME NA SASAGUTIN KO NA SIYA?BUT I AM ONLY LEARNING TO LIKE HIM. Magpapakatanga ba ako? Parang gusto ko na siyang tanungin... mahal mo rin ba ako? i mean may aasahan ba ako sa future? But that would be too demeaning! So not my personality! Lets see...lets see! He asked me just this morning to go out, i said yes but i also told him na meron akong lakad mamya with a manliligaw. But after hearing the plan i already had with the manliligaw, nagpare-sched siya! haayyy!!!!! the tormented pleaser at Tuesday, December 13, 2005
This Marvin guy, my friend, a new friend actually, had confessed, he actually is courting me! TAE!!!! Why naman ngayon pa? I am on my thrid year, accounting student pa, and sobrang busy ako ngayon, as in! Just yesterday, sobrang hirap na akong ayusin ang schedule ko. Pati yung scholarship ko, aayusin ko pa. Para maihabol sa bayaran! Great talaga! Marvin is a good person. He's sweet, malambing, and thoughtful. Eh alam mo naman ako, minsan may topak, i just can't stand the super sweetness and corny-ness of one person! Kill Joy ako pagdating sa romantic moods!!! Derrrrr!!! Should've been more real! the tormented pleaser at Thursday, November 24, 2005
 how will you choose someone when you are torn between two people whom you love most? How will you manage to put up a good decision without hurting someone? Can you handle the situation? Can you cope up with the pressure? That sooner you will have to decide? Can you manage to be happy with someone you chose knowing that someone was hurting? Ugghhhh... questions!! Seem to be endless!! These are the questions my friend was facing last night. Today is the 5th year anniversary of his long time boyfriend, but sad, she also has another boyfriend. They are together in less than a year. She broke up actually with the long time boyfriend last night. He loves both guys but sad!! She had to choose. The other one is capable of offering her financial needs. Has a job, and seem to be responsible enough. The other one, he's a bum. Has no permanent job, a drug addict before. Still living with parents. Tough choice huh? Actually its easy to choose. Because of these factors. But when love intereferes, goodbye sound decision! But i say Love is not the only basis when it comes to deciding whether to stay in a relationship or not! There's more to it. There's the trust, the respect, the responsibility! Love? too much of it can kill you! Whatever that means! Basta, love isnt the only basis! if you love two people, and the time comes for you to decide... Don't let Love lead the way. Try to see the other factors! the tormented pleaser at Thursday, October 20, 2005
birthday niya nngayon, sinong siya?? Si Doodz. Nagdadrama kagabi sa akin!! Hahaha!! birthday pala ng loko!!! Sorry daw kung may mali siyang nagawa!!! Wala naman!! i just got bored texting him. Kaya tigil mun ako sa text!! the tormented pleaser at Friday, October 14, 2005 |